A tear for her has been shed. Down my cheek and off my face. She dwells in my heart, were no one has been able to live in a long time, yet she has been there for a long time. The sad thing is, If I could choose to have her in my life, by my side, in my arms, and under my covers, I would choose yes.... But it is prolly not what she wants, or something similar. Ive been here before, and I bet I will be here again... yet today,,,, I felt so empty when she left. I gave her that power. As I have done in the past... and what comes out of it? The same thing, time after time... I will never learn... This is my hell. I sit here and wish for the best, but I know the worst. I am sad. I want to cry. I want to cry a river. but I wont. I will be strong. I will carry on... I will live again... one day.

someday.

forgive me.

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